Scorpios: Have you found someone to connect with on an emotional level?

im an aries sun and scorpio rising....no i am not a scorpio...but the scorpio aspect has LITERALLY taken over my life.literally. I have trouble making friends,because iits very hard for me to connect with them.i feel like i am the one from a different planet,and nobody understands me. its very very hard for me to trust some one,just like you. i have to yze them alot first,and then i can only trust them. That isn't so helpful anyways,because they always try getting away from me,since i stare alot at people,and i blame them if they find it creepy. But i just can't help it,its kind of automatic. if someone were to first know me,they would see me as a quiet girl who likes to sit at the far corner of the library and not socialize. they don't realize that i want crave to be with someone who understands me,and that i am not a mean person as i seem to be.Oh well,im happy for you that you found a good friend to confide in.your very lucky:).my search will keep on going.