Should I join the army national guard?

Okay so I know this is probably a random question but im thinking about joining it. My lifes at a point right now where everythings hard for me I don't have a job and I didn't finish school. I just had my heart broken and im going through hell. I want to get away to somewhere that will keep my mind busy. I have tried to end my life. But there has to be another way out. Do you think this is a good idea? Like I said I just want to be away from everybody and everything im tired of my life and its not going anywhere good. The love of my life and I are done for good and im crying my eyes out he won't talk to me. He thinks im crazy. So would this be a good way to get away from everything and make a good life for myself? Only serious answers please I just need a boost or something. I have no friends at all and im alone. Someone help.